Fallen for you

it feels like we have connected. i can't keep my eyes off you, all im thinking of is you. i even dream of a life with you, knowing it might not come true.
i cant make you fall for me, like i've fallen for you. i hope one day, i can make you feel. like you make me feel, never thought i'd fall for someone so deep. im nervous when i see you,
my body is shaking.  my heartbeats are rising, just from seeing you. just watching you smile, makes me all warm. Dreaming of always holding you in my arms, having you lips touch mine.


Not knowing if , u'd be able to love someone like me. but i dont want to live a life without you, i couldnt stand losing you. it feels like im at the edge of the world, waiting and waiting.
Wondering if the wind will blow me down, or if you will take my hand. i stand still and wait for this desition, cause im losing faith in what to belive in. if you only knew how badly,
i want to know how you feel for me.


if you gave me a chance, i'd never leave you. i would always standby you, no matter what happends. i promise if your with me, i will never let harm come to you.
i would give my life for you, i would do anything for you. cause i always want to see you smile, its like you came from heaven.  cause everytime you smile, it feels like im there.
all my problems disappear, and everything is good for a while.


Your so kind, sweet and warm, so beautiful both on the inside and out. its like im having a crush for the first time, your so lovely that i always want to be around.
everything about you is what i want, its what i dream off. can't describe in words, how amazing you are.








Fallen for you. Av Christian Ringnell

inspirerades av låten next to you

i thought i'd never be able to feel this way, my heart is beating. Its pumping out this wonderful feeling, the touch of your hands. makes my body weak, like i can barely stand.

When im with you, it feels like nothing else in the world would matter. when your not around it feels like, time never passes by. but when im with you it fly's by, and it feels like its not enough.

Cause when im next to you, im the happiest person in the world. laying by your side, holding you in my arms. if only the time with you, was infinite. when i watch you smile, and having a fun time. shows me that there is a better world, cause always when your around. i can see a glint of that world, so please let me stand next to you.

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Standing next to you av Christian Ringnell


Hard to breathe

Drowning in my own head, there is way to much. anger , sadness , misery , sorrow, bad memories. im trying to find one happy time in my life,
but no matter how much i try. it doesnt seem like i have one, people look at me like im some sort of freak. people judging me, starting at me.
not knowing what their thinking, can i ever escape this. i belive god have something greater planned for me, but i keep losing faith. and what
to belive, i pray everyday. i dont drink, i dont do drugs. im kind and wishing everyone the best, and i would never put me before anyone else.
i try and try, not matter how much. it seems like this is suppose to be, with no one around me. all alone in the dark, no one to call for.
its starting to get hard to breathe, gasping for air. feels like im getting strangled, cannot see who is killing me. im down on my knee's,
while trying to breathe. i pray for a better life, and that no one needs to feel how i feel. i won't know if this will come true, nor will i be able to.
cause this pain inside of me, is to deep. i still hope, that a miracle might come true. it's all i can hope for, before it kills me.
sorry father for my sins, but i have nothing less to belive. please help me, cause i dont know what to do. im drowning without you
hard to breathe av christian ringnell
Drowning in my own head, there is way to much. anger , sadness , misery , sorrow, bad memories. im trying to find one happy time in my life,
but no matter how much i try. it doesnt seem like i have one, people look at me like im some sort of freak. people judging me, starting at me.
not knowing what their thinking, can i ever escape this. i belive god have something greater planned for me, but i keep losing faith. and what
to belive, i pray everyday. i dont drink, i dont do drugs. im kind and wishing everyone the best, and i would never put me before anyone else.
i try and try, not matter how much. it seems like this is suppose to be, with no one around me. all alone in the dark, no one to call for.
its starting to get hard to breathe, gasping for air. feels like im getting strangled, cannot see who is killing me. im down on my knee's,
while trying to breathe. i pray for a better life, and that no one needs to feel how i feel. i won't know if this will come true, nor will i be able to.
cause this pain inside of me, is to deep. i still hope, that a miracle might come true. it's all i can hope for, before it kills me.
sorry father for my sins, but i have nothing less to belive. please help me, cause i dont know what to do. im drowning without you
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hard to breathe av christian ringnell

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i was crushed and broken down, smashed to pieces. but when i meet you, something good happend. i started to feel as if i was alive, you gave me reason once again.
Now happy, and feel like i can go on. i know im not smart , handsome , rich or any off that. but still i've become a better man, im thanking you for helping me to stand.

as long as im able to hold your hand, and call you my friend. and always stand by my side, i know i will have a good life.

 

For what you have given me, im forever grateful. And for you, i would do anything. Never wanting to see tears on your cute face, or to see you feel bad for something.

i would do what ever it takes, to make you see the world as a happier place. and hope that you will enjoy it, as much as i do when im with you.

lets forget the past, and live in the now. remember as long as you have me, ur never alone. i will always standby you, no matter what.

 

lets see how this story plays out, lets walk in to this imaginary world. and have fun for as long as we can.

 

 

 

 

Standby you av christian ringnell


Making a sacrifice

In the sadness i live, cause of others choice's that was made. and for that i suffer, most of all cause its hurting does i love.
I wish there was something i could do, i tried letting it pass slowly. im out of idea's, i tired and tried nothing seems to work.
But for what does it help ? when nothing is taken to heart, when you always ignore what we say. why won't you try, you have no idea how much it hurts.
To see you doing this to yourself, im bleeding inside. Seeing someone i love so much, go down this path and not consider who it hurts.
Now i have made my choice, and i know its going to hurt. But there was no otherway, i had to do this. Not for me but for does i love,
and share the same blood that pours through my veins. i don't want them to suffer, they dont need their lifes destroyed. They can still have a good life,
and thats what they deserve. we tried to make you understand, but it was like talking to a wall. all that has comes from this, is just pain and suffering.
Problems and stupid arguments, if you just would have listened. none of this would have had to be. it's tearing us apart, seeing you destroy yourself this way.
Try to understand the message, we are trying to say. And that we still care, its not to hurt you in anyway. But there is no otherway, we need to be saved.
its our deepest wishes, to see this fade away. its all from the heart and prays we say, please try to understan. we are doing this cause we care.
Making a sacrifice Av christian ringnell
In the sadness i live, cause of others choice's that was made. and for that i suffer, most of all cause its hurting does i love.
I wish there was something i could do, i tried letting it pass slowly. im out of idea's, i tried and tried nothing seems to work.
But for what does it help ? when nothing is taken to heart, when you always ignore what we say. why won't you try, you have no idea how much it hurts.
To see you doing this to yourself, im bleeding inside. Seeing someone i love so much, go down this path and not consider who it hurts.
Now i have made my choice, and i know its going to hurt. But there was no otherway, i had to do this. Not for me but for does i love,
and share the same blood that pours through my veins. i don't want them to suffer, they dont need their lifes destroyed. They can still have a good life,
and thats what they deserve. we tried to make you understand, but it was like talking to a wall. all that has comes from this, is just pain and suffering.
Problems and stupid arguments, if you just would have listened. none of this would have had to be. it's tearing us apart, seeing you destroy yourself this way.
Try to understand the message, we are trying to say. And that we still care, its not to hurt you in anyway. But there is no otherway, we need to be saved.
its our deepest wishes, to see this fade away. its all from the heart and prays we say, please try to understand. we are doing this cause we care.
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Making a sacrifice
av Christian Ringnell

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