angelboi

i gave it my all, i gave you my heart. but still im losing you, and there is nothing i can do. it feels like forever when im without you,

feels like im dieing inside. the only good thing i had in my life was you, now my life is crashing down. im losing everything, i got nothing left.

bad things just keep happening, im losing faith. i dont know what im suppose to belive in, i've bottled up everything inside of me.

i dont know how much longer, i can hold it inside of me. i can feel the tears coming, but no one to lean against. no one that understands,

what im going through. people say they do, but they dont even know. how painful everything im going through, i wouldnt wish this pain upon anyone.

this is my life, and i pray that no one has to go through. What i've going through, cause when you get a glint of happiness. its gets taken away from you,

that's why i have no hope. thats why i dont belive in dreams, cause when i wake up their always gone. just like my life, when something good happends.

it just disappears, i've given up all hope on falling in love. does few times it happened, i was always left heartbroken. i promised myself, to never go through this again.

Then you appeared in my life, i tried to do everything i could. to no fall for you, but i did. and when i told you how i feel, you threw right back down.

you tossed my heart in the trash,even though i would do anything for you,i would even die for you. there is nothing i wouldnt do for you,

even though you dont feel the same way. i dont know if my heart, will ever stop bleeding. i hope it doesnt, cause i never want to feel this heartbroken.

do anything for you Av christian ringnell

(inspirerad av dead by april samt bruno mars)

i gave it my all, i gave you my heart. but still im losing you, and there is nothing i can do. it feels like forever when im without you,

feels like im dieing inside. the only good thing i had in my life was you, now my life is crashing down. im losing everything, i got nothing left.

bad things just keep happening, im losing faith. i dont know what im suppose to belive in, i've bottled up everything inside of me.

i dont know how much longer, i can hold it inside of me. i can feel the tears coming, but no one to lean against. no one that understands,

what im going through. people say they do, but they dont even know. how painful everything im going through, i wouldnt wish this pain upon anyone.

this is my life, and i pray that no one has to go through. What i've going through, cause when you get a glint of happiness. its gets taken away from you,

that's why i have no hope. thats why i dont belive in dreams, cause when i wake up their always gone. just like my life, when something good happends.

it just disappears, i've given up all hope on falling in love. does few times it happened, i was always left heartbroken. i promised myself, to never go through this again.

Then you appeared in my life, i tried to do everything i could. to no fall for you, but i did. and when i told you how i feel, you threw right back down.

you tossed my heart in the trash,even though i would do anything for you,i would even die for you. there is nothing i wouldnt do for you,

even though you dont feel the same way. i dont know if my heart, will ever stop bleeding. i hope it doesnt, cause i never want to feel this heartbroken.

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Do anything for you Av Christian Ringnell

(inspirerad av dead by april samt bruno mars)

I've been deeply depressed, i've been hurt so many times. I've done stupid misstakes, I've made wrong choice's.

But i always wish for something better, but it never seems to happen. No matter how much i change, it's like my destiny has already been written. Deep inside me, i have faith. That i can still change, whats written in the stars.

Cause i dream of a better life, there are days i wish i would never wake up. Because there im not holding you in my arms, and we arent walking hand in hand. I know its only my imagination, but it feels so good. even if its just a dream with you, i just want it to be true. My life would be so diffrent, if i had you. I'd be able to smile, and finally be

happy. knowing if i had a bad day, you'd always be there and make it all go away. I hope that someday, i will find someone like you. Cause i dont want to dream anymore, i want to feel the love. And not waking up hoping everyday is a bad dream, i can always wish for something better. but i really hope this wish comes true, and that i find the love im serching for. im so tierd of being empty inside, and just having hopes and dreams. until that day comes, ill keep my faith til the day will come true.

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Wishing for something better Av Christian Ringnell