angelboi

not knowing what chould have been or done.
diffrent stories will always be told, who truely knows.
nobody really knows the end, exept for does who the story is told upon.
back and fort they shall come, still it wont be the same end.
but how did the real story end? i shall now tell you all for once.
the boy starts something new, meets a beautiful girl and starts to make conversation.
joking, laughing and talking becoming friends, within two weeks.
starting to hang out like friends, spending time alone.
watching movies and doing all sort of stuff, until one night.
after watching a movie, they talked and had a bit of a laugh.
boy says a silly joke and, The girl says yes.
not knowing what to do , being unsure whats gonna become.
the girl tells him that she really likes him alot, unsure of his feelings he gamble's.
gives in they start kissing, and going even deeper.
looking deep in to her eyes, i knew this is what i want.
once i released wich was deep inside of me, it all just blew away.
it wasent enough for her, maybe it was me?
what i now had released chould not be put back in down in the deep.
i tried to go on but it was so hard, cause she really is something special.
my slight thought of hope that we chould be, it has now disappeard.
i have moved on to something new, i still wonder.
whould it whould be if it still whould be you and me.


no regrets av Christian