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Once loved by family and friends, now its all changed. loved no more, getting blamed and hated on. What have i done, to get this punishment.
Loved by no one, i have no one. im all alone, no where to go. no where to hide, no place in where i can seek trust.
Don't know what to do, trying my best. still no one bothers, no one cares. All thats left, is just to much hate. Why did this have to be, why couldnt i flee.
im on my own, with no hand to hold. No one to hold, none to say its going to be okej. What happend to this place, im weak and i need to escape.
dont know where, just not here. cause this is to much for me to take, all i hoped for was a little faith. but i guess my life, is made of misstakes.
please shine some light on me, cause im to blind to see. cannot find my way, where i need to be. only feels like im lost, and no one to trust.
all i try to do, is to make good. to help does in need, and help them to see. but now its me, where is this light that i keept talking about.
im falling deeper and deeper, to this pit where i can't climb up from. no rope , not even a hand stretching down. to help me now, would be saving a life.
in deeper depression and denial, no one has ever been. and still breath's, i never asked for this to be. but whats this great life to be ? if this is how it feels,
god bless me now cause i need you so. with you i have faith, you've always been around. and always been able to say how greatful i am to does i have around, even though.
i get no love, i keep thinking i can turn this around. to help and be there for everyone, im just not that strong. ill haft to stay alive, to find myself wandering around.
helpless and nothing to cheerish and love. to see where this life takes me.
Down under av christian ringnell
Once loved by family and friends, now its all changed. loved no more, getting blamed and hated on. What have i done, to get this punishment.
Loved by no one, i have no one. im all alone, no where to go. no where to hide, no place in where i can seek trust.
Don't know what to do, trying my best. still no one bothers, no one cares. All thats left, is just to much hate. Why did this have to be, why couldnt i flee.
im on my own, with no hand to hold. No one to hold, none to say its going to be okej. What happend to this place, im weak and i need to escape.
dont know where, just not here. cause this is to much for me to take, all i hoped for was a little faith. but i guess my life, is made of misstakes.
please shine some light on me, cause im to blind to see. cannot find my way, where i need to be. only feels like im lost, and no one to trust.
all i try to do, is to make good. to help does in need, and help them to see. but now its me, where is this light that i keept talking about.
im falling deeper and deeper, to this pit where i can't climb up from. no rope , not even a hand stretching down. to help me now, would be saving a life.
in deeper depression and denial, no one has ever been. and still breath's, i never asked for this to be. but whats this great life to be ? if this is how it feels,
god bless me now cause i need you so. with you i have faith, you've always been around. and always been able to say how greatful i am to does i have around, even though.
i get no love, i keep thinking i can turn this around. to help and be there for everyone, im just not that strong. ill haft to stay alive, to find myself wandering around.
helpless and nothing to cheerish and love. to see where this life takes me.
Down under av christian ringnell

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