people in need.
I don't cry for me, but for does in need. who can't change their destiny, The world comes to many people.
As a frightning place of birth, cause they dont have. what most people do, they only got love. wich aint enough,
to feed their empty stomach's. people with no home, no money, sometimes not even a loved one.
As a frightning place of birth, cause they dont have. what most people do, they only got love. wich aint enough,
to feed their empty stomach's. people with no home, no money, sometimes not even a loved one.
This world we live in, so selfish. i thought god showed us, that we need to share. help and give does in need,
care for one and other. if we just help eachother out, just give a helping hand. even if its just a shoulder to cry on, i wish, i pray. for all does wich are in need, i try to give as much as i can. every cent i dont need, will help to feed. maybe save a life, that would be wonderful. cause this i what we all need to do, give a helping hand. donate, give away. try to help if you can, be a humanbeing. show compassion, cause we where born with feelings.
care for one and other. if we just help eachother out, just give a helping hand. even if its just a shoulder to cry on, i wish, i pray. for all does wich are in need, i try to give as much as i can. every cent i dont need, will help to feed. maybe save a life, that would be wonderful. cause this i what we all need to do, give a helping hand. donate, give away. try to help if you can, be a humanbeing. show compassion, cause we where born with feelings.
Do anything for you
i gave it my all, i gave you my heart. but still im losing you, and there is nothing i can do. it feels like forever when im without you,
feels like im dieing inside. the only good thing i had in my life was you, now my life is crashing down. im losing everything, i got nothing left.
bad things just keep happening, im losing faith. i dont know what im suppose to belive in, i've bottled up everything inside of me.
i dont know how much longer, i can hold it inside of me. i can feel the tears coming, but no one to lean against. no one that understands,
what im going through. people say they do, but they dont even know. how painful everything im going through, i wouldnt wish this pain upon anyone.
this is my life, and i pray that no one has to go through. What i've going through, cause when you get a glint of happiness. its gets taken away from you,
that's why i have no hope. thats why i dont belive in dreams, cause when i wake up their always gone. just like my life, when something good happends.
it just disappears, i've given up all hope on falling in love. does few times it happened, i was always left heartbroken. i promised myself, to never go through this again.
Then you appeared in my life, i tried to do everything i could. to no fall for you, but i did. and when i told you how i feel, you threw right back down.
you tossed my heart in the trash,even though i would do anything for you,i would even die for you. there is nothing i wouldnt do for you,
even though you dont feel the same way. i dont know if my heart, will ever stop bleeding. i hope it doesnt, cause i never want to feel this heartbroken.
do anything for you Av christian ringnell
(inspirerad av dead by april samt bruno mars)
i gave it my all, i gave you my heart. but still im losing you, and there is nothing i can do. it feels like forever when im without you,
feels like im dieing inside. the only good thing i had in my life was you, now my life is crashing down. im losing everything, i got nothing left.
bad things just keep happening, im losing faith. i dont know what im suppose to belive in, i've bottled up everything inside of me.
i dont know how much longer, i can hold it inside of me. i can feel the tears coming, but no one to lean against. no one that understands,
what im going through. people say they do, but they dont even know. how painful everything im going through, i wouldnt wish this pain upon anyone.
this is my life, and i pray that no one has to go through. What i've going through, cause when you get a glint of happiness. its gets taken away from you,
that's why i have no hope. thats why i dont belive in dreams, cause when i wake up their always gone. just like my life, when something good happends.
it just disappears, i've given up all hope on falling in love. does few times it happened, i was always left heartbroken. i promised myself, to never go through this again.
Then you appeared in my life, i tried to do everything i could. to no fall for you, but i did. and when i told you how i feel, you threw right back down.
you tossed my heart in the trash,even though i would do anything for you,i would even die for you. there is nothing i wouldnt do for you,
even though you dont feel the same way. i dont know if my heart, will ever stop bleeding. i hope it doesnt, cause i never want to feel this heartbroken.
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Do anything for you Av Christian Ringnell
(inspirerad av dead by april samt bruno mars)
Wishing for something better
I've been deeply depressed, i've been hurt so many times. I've done stupid misstakes, I've made wrong choice's.
But i always wish for something better, but it never seems to happen. No matter how much i change, it's like my destiny has already been written. Deep inside me, i have faith. That i can still change, whats written in the stars.
Cause i dream of a better life, there are days i wish i would never wake up. Because there im not holding you in my arms, and we arent walking hand in hand. I know its only my imagination, but it feels so good. even if its just a dream with you, i just want it to be true. My life would be so diffrent, if i had you. I'd be able to smile, and finally be
happy. knowing if i had a bad day, you'd always be there and make it all go away. I hope that someday, i will find someone like you. Cause i dont want to dream anymore, i want to feel the love. And not waking up hoping everyday is a bad dream, i can always wish for something better. but i really hope this wish comes true, and that i find the love im serching for. im so tierd of being empty inside, and just having hopes and dreams. until that day comes, ill keep my faith til the day will come true.
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Fallen for you
it feels like we have connected. i can't keep my eyes off you, all im thinking of is you. i even dream of a life with you, knowing it might not come true.
i cant make you fall for me, like i've fallen for you. i hope one day, i can make you feel. like you make me feel, never thought i'd fall for someone so deep. im nervous when i see you,
my body is shaking. my heartbeats are rising, just from seeing you. just watching you smile, makes me all warm. Dreaming of always holding you in my arms, having you lips touch mine.
Not knowing if , u'd be able to love someone like me. but i dont want to live a life without you, i couldnt stand losing you. it feels like im at the edge of the world, waiting and waiting.
Wondering if the wind will blow me down, or if you will take my hand. i stand still and wait for this desition, cause im losing faith in what to belive in. if you only knew how badly,
i want to know how you feel for me.
if you gave me a chance, i'd never leave you. i would always standby you, no matter what happends. i promise if your with me, i will never let harm come to you.
i would give my life for you, i would do anything for you. cause i always want to see you smile, its like you came from heaven. cause everytime you smile, it feels like im there.
all my problems disappear, and everything is good for a while.
Your so kind, sweet and warm, so beautiful both on the inside and out. its like im having a crush for the first time, your so lovely that i always want to be around.
everything about you is what i want, its what i dream off. can't describe in words, how amazing you are.
Fallen for you. Av Christian Ringnell
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i thought i'd never be able to feel this way, my heart is beating. Its pumping out this wonderful feeling, the touch of your hands. makes my body weak, like i can barely stand.
When im with you, it feels like nothing else in the world would matter. when your not around it feels like, time never passes by. but when im with you it fly's by, and it feels like its not enough.
Cause when im next to you, im the happiest person in the world. laying by your side, holding you in my arms. if only the time with you, was infinite. when i watch you smile, and having a fun time. shows me that there is a better world, cause always when your around. i can see a glint of that world, so please let me stand next to you.
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Standing next to you av Christian Ringnell
Hard to breathe
Drowning in my own head, there is way to much. anger , sadness , misery , sorrow, bad memories. im trying to find one happy time in my life,
but no matter how much i try. it doesnt seem like i have one, people look at me like im some sort of freak. people judging me, starting at me.
not knowing what their thinking, can i ever escape this. i belive god have something greater planned for me, but i keep losing faith. and what
to belive, i pray everyday. i dont drink, i dont do drugs. im kind and wishing everyone the best, and i would never put me before anyone else.
i try and try, not matter how much. it seems like this is suppose to be, with no one around me. all alone in the dark, no one to call for.
its starting to get hard to breathe, gasping for air. feels like im getting strangled, cannot see who is killing me. im down on my knee's,
while trying to breathe. i pray for a better life, and that no one needs to feel how i feel. i won't know if this will come true, nor will i be able to.
cause this pain inside of me, is to deep. i still hope, that a miracle might come true. it's all i can hope for, before it kills me.
sorry father for my sins, but i have nothing less to belive. please help me, cause i dont know what to do. im drowning without you
hard to breathe av christian ringnell
Drowning in my own head, there is way to much. anger , sadness , misery , sorrow, bad memories. im trying to find one happy time in my life,
but no matter how much i try. it doesnt seem like i have one, people look at me like im some sort of freak. people judging me, starting at me.
not knowing what their thinking, can i ever escape this. i belive god have something greater planned for me, but i keep losing faith. and what
to belive, i pray everyday. i dont drink, i dont do drugs. im kind and wishing everyone the best, and i would never put me before anyone else.
i try and try, not matter how much. it seems like this is suppose to be, with no one around me. all alone in the dark, no one to call for.
its starting to get hard to breathe, gasping for air. feels like im getting strangled, cannot see who is killing me. im down on my knee's,
while trying to breathe. i pray for a better life, and that no one needs to feel how i feel. i won't know if this will come true, nor will i be able to.
cause this pain inside of me, is to deep. i still hope, that a miracle might come true. it's all i can hope for, before it kills me.
sorry father for my sins, but i have nothing less to belive. please help me, cause i dont know what to do. im drowning without you
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i was crushed and broken down, smashed to pieces. but when i meet you, something good happend. i started to feel as if i was alive, you gave me reason once again.
Now happy, and feel like i can go on. i know im not smart , handsome , rich or any off that. but still i've become a better man, im thanking you for helping me to stand.
as long as im able to hold your hand, and call you my friend. and always stand by my side, i know i will have a good life.
For what you have given me, im forever grateful. And for you, i would do anything. Never wanting to see tears on your cute face, or to see you feel bad for something.
i would do what ever it takes, to make you see the world as a happier place. and hope that you will enjoy it, as much as i do when im with you.
lets forget the past, and live in the now. remember as long as you have me, ur never alone. i will always standby you, no matter what.
lets see how this story plays out, lets walk in to this imaginary world. and have fun for as long as we can.
Standby you av christian ringnell
Making a sacrifice
In the sadness i live, cause of others choice's that was made. and for that i suffer, most of all cause its hurting does i love.
I wish there was something i could do, i tried letting it pass slowly. im out of idea's, i tired and tried nothing seems to work.
But for what does it help ? when nothing is taken to heart, when you always ignore what we say. why won't you try, you have no idea how much it hurts.
To see you doing this to yourself, im bleeding inside. Seeing someone i love so much, go down this path and not consider who it hurts.
Now i have made my choice, and i know its going to hurt. But there was no otherway, i had to do this. Not for me but for does i love,
and share the same blood that pours through my veins. i don't want them to suffer, they dont need their lifes destroyed. They can still have a good life,
and thats what they deserve. we tried to make you understand, but it was like talking to a wall. all that has comes from this, is just pain and suffering.
Problems and stupid arguments, if you just would have listened. none of this would have had to be. it's tearing us apart, seeing you destroy yourself this way.
Try to understand the message, we are trying to say. And that we still care, its not to hurt you in anyway. But there is no otherway, we need to be saved.
its our deepest wishes, to see this fade away. its all from the heart and prays we say, please try to understan. we are doing this cause we care.
Making a sacrifice Av christian ringnell
In the sadness i live, cause of others choice's that was made. and for that i suffer, most of all cause its hurting does i love.
I wish there was something i could do, i tried letting it pass slowly. im out of idea's, i tried and tried nothing seems to work.
But for what does it help ? when nothing is taken to heart, when you always ignore what we say. why won't you try, you have no idea how much it hurts.
To see you doing this to yourself, im bleeding inside. Seeing someone i love so much, go down this path and not consider who it hurts.
Now i have made my choice, and i know its going to hurt. But there was no otherway, i had to do this. Not for me but for does i love,
and share the same blood that pours through my veins. i don't want them to suffer, they dont need their lifes destroyed. They can still have a good life,
and thats what they deserve. we tried to make you understand, but it was like talking to a wall. all that has comes from this, is just pain and suffering.
Problems and stupid arguments, if you just would have listened. none of this would have had to be. it's tearing us apart, seeing you destroy yourself this way.
Try to understand the message, we are trying to say. And that we still care, its not to hurt you in anyway. But there is no otherway, we need to be saved.
its our deepest wishes, to see this fade away. its all from the heart and prays we say, please try to understand. we are doing this cause we care.
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Min senaste text. Down under.
Once loved by family and friends, now its all changed. loved no more, getting blamed and hated on. What have i done, to get this punishment.
Loved by no one, i have no one. im all alone, no where to go. no where to hide, no place in where i can seek trust.
Don't know what to do, trying my best. still no one bothers, no one cares. All thats left, is just to much hate. Why did this have to be, why couldnt i flee.
im on my own, with no hand to hold. No one to hold, none to say its going to be okej. What happend to this place, im weak and i need to escape.
dont know where, just not here. cause this is to much for me to take, all i hoped for was a little faith. but i guess my life, is made of misstakes.
please shine some light on me, cause im to blind to see. cannot find my way, where i need to be. only feels like im lost, and no one to trust.
all i try to do, is to make good. to help does in need, and help them to see. but now its me, where is this light that i keept talking about.
im falling deeper and deeper, to this pit where i can't climb up from. no rope , not even a hand stretching down. to help me now, would be saving a life.
in deeper depression and denial, no one has ever been. and still breath's, i never asked for this to be. but whats this great life to be ? if this is how it feels,
god bless me now cause i need you so. with you i have faith, you've always been around. and always been able to say how greatful i am to does i have around, even though.
i get no love, i keep thinking i can turn this around. to help and be there for everyone, im just not that strong. ill haft to stay alive, to find myself wandering around.
helpless and nothing to cheerish and love. to see where this life takes me.
Down under av christian ringnell
Once loved by family and friends, now its all changed. loved no more, getting blamed and hated on. What have i done, to get this punishment.
Loved by no one, i have no one. im all alone, no where to go. no where to hide, no place in where i can seek trust.
Don't know what to do, trying my best. still no one bothers, no one cares. All thats left, is just to much hate. Why did this have to be, why couldnt i flee.
im on my own, with no hand to hold. No one to hold, none to say its going to be okej. What happend to this place, im weak and i need to escape.
dont know where, just not here. cause this is to much for me to take, all i hoped for was a little faith. but i guess my life, is made of misstakes.
please shine some light on me, cause im to blind to see. cannot find my way, where i need to be. only feels like im lost, and no one to trust.
all i try to do, is to make good. to help does in need, and help them to see. but now its me, where is this light that i keept talking about.
im falling deeper and deeper, to this pit where i can't climb up from. no rope , not even a hand stretching down. to help me now, would be saving a life.
in deeper depression and denial, no one has ever been. and still breath's, i never asked for this to be. but whats this great life to be ? if this is how it feels,
god bless me now cause i need you so. with you i have faith, you've always been around. and always been able to say how greatful i am to does i have around, even though.
i get no love, i keep thinking i can turn this around. to help and be there for everyone, im just not that strong. ill haft to stay alive, to find myself wandering around.
helpless and nothing to cheerish and love. to see where this life takes me.
Down under av christian ringnell
what i left
I know something is wrong, but i just want to hold you in my arms. it feels like im dont belong here, but i just cannot leave the feeling of holding you in my arms. everytime when your not in my arms, it feels like my world is gone. i know my life havent always been right, i guess i should go now. leave my life behind, to start over with a new chance. try something completely diffrent,from what i used to have. but it wont stop aching , not that i left you behind me. i just cant stop dreaming of you, my heart is telling me i cannot be without you. i left this life to try to forget you, but now im back. and i just cannot stop to think of you, i just want to be with you.
what i left
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This is who i am
for once , i wish i could be someone else. to be the one everybody wants, where no one expects me to be what they want me to be. I want to be everything,
that everyone needs. but i cannot be everything that people need all the time. im human i have my flaws, im just trying to be the one i feel im suppose to be.
i wish i was a superhero,to be there for your every need. but now i stand here as a man asking for you to accept who i am. to give me a chance,
to see past the flaws i have. cause this is who i am, and i dont want to be something im not. so now i stand here to reach out my hand, will you hold it.
or keep wishing for something im not.
Av christian Ringnell
for once , i wish i could be someone else. to be the one everybody wants, where no one expects me to be what they want me to be. I want to be everything,
that everyone needs. but i cannot be everything that people need all the time. im human i have my flaws, im just trying to be the one i feel im suppose to be.
i wish i was a superhero,to be there for your every need. but now i stand here as a man asking for you to accept who i am. to give me a chance,
to see past the flaws i have. cause this is who i am, and i dont want to be something im not. so now i stand here to reach out my hand, will you hold it.
or keep wishing for something im not.
Av christian Ringnell
wonderful feeling
Deep in my heart there is something going on, its not painful. its nothing wrong with me,
what could this be for feeling. When your around, i get this warm feeling wich makes me wonder what this could be. even when you just look at me i get this warm feeling, its a sensation its so nice to have this feeling. But when your not around i can't bare keep breathing, cause my heart seems to stop beating. it hurts when your not by my side, i've never had this feeling. but you gave me this wonderful feeling, it seems like i will never need to worry about my heart stop beating. to be with you and always have this feeling, and always know my heart is beating for you. makes me think , is this love ? im wondering if you share my feeling, or is it just me that share this feeling ? would you please keep my heart beating ?
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what could this be for feeling. When your around, i get this warm feeling wich makes me wonder what this could be. even when you just look at me i get this warm feeling, its a sensation its so nice to have this feeling. But when your not around i can't bare keep breathing, cause my heart seems to stop beating. it hurts when your not by my side, i've never had this feeling. but you gave me this wonderful feeling, it seems like i will never need to worry about my heart stop beating. to be with you and always have this feeling, and always know my heart is beating for you. makes me think , is this love ? im wondering if you share my feeling, or is it just me that share this feeling ? would you please keep my heart beating ?
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will you love me
im here down on my knees asking you, will you ever love me?
cause there are times i want to say i love you, and everything is gonna be alright. but i know in my heart that we can never be together, cause you have never been looking at me that way. so being your friend hurts me all the way to the end, i know i need to tell you how i feel. to take a chance. but what you will answer i don't know, that answer you have only you know. i've thought this through and im taking this chance now, cause i want you now and forever. baby take my hand and make me a happy man, lets live our life's like its paradise.
you and me happy ever after. that's just how stories are told , but i want to give it a try.
so now im standing here , asking you will you ever love me?
will you love me av Christian R
cause there are times i want to say i love you, and everything is gonna be alright. but i know in my heart that we can never be together, cause you have never been looking at me that way. so being your friend hurts me all the way to the end, i know i need to tell you how i feel. to take a chance. but what you will answer i don't know, that answer you have only you know. i've thought this through and im taking this chance now, cause i want you now and forever. baby take my hand and make me a happy man, lets live our life's like its paradise.
you and me happy ever after. that's just how stories are told , but i want to give it a try.
so now im standing here , asking you will you ever love me?
will you love me av Christian R
will you love me
im here down on my knees asking you, will you ever love me?
cause there are times i want to say i love you, and everything is gonna be alright. but i know in my heart that we can never be together, cause you have never been looking at me that way. so being your friend hurts me all the way to the end, i know i need to tell you how i feel. to take a chance. but what you will answer i don't know, that answer you have only you know. i've thought this through and im taking this chance now, cause i want you now and forever. baby take my hand and make me a happy man, lets live our life's like its paradise.
you and me happy ever after. that's just how stories are told , but i want to give it a try.
so now im standing here , asking you will you ever love me?
will you love me av Christian R
cause there are times i want to say i love you, and everything is gonna be alright. but i know in my heart that we can never be together, cause you have never been looking at me that way. so being your friend hurts me all the way to the end, i know i need to tell you how i feel. to take a chance. but what you will answer i don't know, that answer you have only you know. i've thought this through and im taking this chance now, cause i want you now and forever. baby take my hand and make me a happy man, lets live our life's like its paradise.
you and me happy ever after. that's just how stories are told , but i want to give it a try.
so now im standing here , asking you will you ever love me?
will you love me av Christian R
no regrets
not knowing what chould have been or done.
diffrent stories will always be told, who truely knows.
nobody really knows the end, exept for does who the story is told upon.
back and fort they shall come, still it wont be the same end.
but how did the real story end? i shall now tell you all for once.
the boy starts something new, meets a beautiful girl and starts to make conversation.
joking, laughing and talking becoming friends, within two weeks.
starting to hang out like friends, spending time alone.
watching movies and doing all sort of stuff, until one night.
after watching a movie, they talked and had a bit of a laugh.
boy says a silly joke and, The girl says yes.
not knowing what to do , being unsure whats gonna become.
the girl tells him that she really likes him alot, unsure of his feelings he gamble's.
gives in they start kissing, and going even deeper.
looking deep in to her eyes, i knew this is what i want.
once i released wich was deep inside of me, it all just blew away.
it wasent enough for her, maybe it was me?
what i now had released chould not be put back in down in the deep.
i tried to go on but it was so hard, cause she really is something special.
my slight thought of hope that we chould be, it has now disappeard.
i have moved on to something new, i still wonder.
whould it whould be if it still whould be you and me.
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